She did this to me. And every time she comes back to see how I’m doing I kick myself for turning to jelly. I melt when she apologizes, yearning for a taste of the bliss she used to give me. I’m just waiting for her to remove me from her life again. I wish I had the ability to tell her off instead. I just want to feel needed and wanted and loved…. And without giving me any of that, she can make me feel like I matter somehow…Two of my close friends did this. I never will understand how someone is even capable of just blatantly dropping someone without a care in the world.
practically every middle and elementary school friend though, I admit it isn’t entirly their fault.
I did this before. Guilty as charged.
(via the-questioner)
Well it’s actually not. There is a reason for that and it’s a clear message. Nobody can just walk away after everything...
happened to me. and I still wonder why.
it is fucked up…
I did this before. Guilty as charged.